What I DON'T MISS about my eating disorder: "Shoulder. Shoulder. Hip." Daily weigh ins. I do not miss putting on my own hospital gown and stepping on the scale. To prove that I am completely naked underneath and not harboring something to alter my weight, I had to bare my shoulders and hip. Every morning. Before 6 am.
What I am NOT GOING TO MISS about my eating disorder: Activity restriction. I can not wait for the day that I will never have ask my team if I can go hiking. Or walking. Or cause unapproving looks because I went shopping and did something other than lay in bed and watch movies all day. I can't wait to say "I am going to yoga!" and NOT "Can I go to yoga?"
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