Showing posts with label bulimia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label bulimia. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Holiday Eating and Feelings

The top three hits to come up after typing in “holiday eating” on Google are HOLIDAY EATING FACTS, HOLIDAY EATING TIPS and HOLIDAY EATING STRATEGIES. Clearly, people have questions about how to “do” holiday eating. For some, it can bring up a variety of different emotions including excitement, comfort, frustration and guilt, among others. One minute, were anxiously excited about the freshly baked pumpkin pie that just came out of the oven. Moments later, comments of “I shouldn’t” or “this is so bad for me” ornext week, I’ll be good” are numerous around the Thanksgiving tableThese judgments take away from theenjoyment of the holiday meal and distract from conversationsthat may be more meaningful.

Food is nourishment to our bodies, and is something we get toenjoyIf you are fortunate to have taste buds, you are one that gets to embrace the many different flavors and aromas that food has to offer. And come time for the holidays, these realities don’t change. In addition to nourishment and enjoyment, we have the opportunity to share food with others and create or maintain traditions that provide meaning and joy to our lives. Without ourdeeper values being met, the delicious holiday foods would fuel us physically but leave us otherwise dissatisfied.

Thus, these traditions – some which may connect to our deeper values -- do not end in the kitchen. They infiltrate our lives -unbeknownst to us at times - in unique ways around the holidays. Whether its playing a rousing game of cards after aThanksgiving meal, taking an afternoon stroll to the park, sleeping under a fir tree on Christmas Eve, or sharing holidaymeals with family and friends. Traditions are a way to join together in something meaningful and share it with others. For many, food is a sure foundation to these traditions. Whether it’s your cousin’s sweet potatoes, your aunt’s famous apple pie or a good ol’ side of cranberry sauce, food is nourishment to our bodies and may help us connect to the deeper joys of life: connection with people, laughter, sharing, giving, or whateverother value that is dear to you.

So my advice for Holiday Eating: Enjoy the delicious holiday meals this yearEmbrace your traditions, memories and comingexperiences to be had. And do not neglect that which is most valuable to you this time of year.

 

Rachel Myhre, MS, RD, CD

 

 

Thursday, October 24, 2013

Orthorexia: When Eating Healthy is Unhealthy By: Sarah Crissinger RN

Seattle is the fourth healthiest city in the United States and Seattleites are the second healthiest eaters according to a recent survey by Sperling’s Best Places (2013). You can’t go far without seeing a cross fit gym, yoga studio or a high end grocery store. The Paleo Diet, “eating clean”, and The Raw Foods Diet are commonplace in the Seattle culture and have undoubtedly helped some ward off early disease, increase health, vitality, and quality of life.  For some, what starts as eating healthier can become an all consuming obsession. The paradox is eating healthy can be unhealthy.
Orthorexia is an unofficial diagnosis that was named by Steven Bratman MD, who discovered the disorder after recognizing his own unhealthy obsession with healthy eating. Orthorexia is derived from Greek meaning right/proper appetite (Bratman, 2013). Obsession with being healthy and pure is what differentiates Orthorexia from other eating disorders. Like other eating disorders Orthorexics often have a need for control, and make food/way of eating a source of identity and validation. Perfectionism and black and white thinking often keep Orthorexics obsessed with following a diet strictly or they can struggle with accepting themselves.
Orthorexia embodies traits of Anorexia and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder as foods allowed in the diet are reduced to a point where unhealthy weight loss and malnutrition ensue.  Some attributes of Orthorexia can be; extremely limiting the types of foods eaten, such as any food with the possibility of having pesticides, GMO’s, being non-organic or specific ingredients and entire food groups (Nelson, Zerasky, 2011). Dr. Steven Bratman describes how some Orthorexics limit food intake to a dangerously low and even fatal level of nutritional variety by only allowing themselves to eat a couple types of food items (2013).  Additional components of the disorder are obsessive compulsiveness regarding food preparation such as excessive washing of foods and not being able to eat out or eat food prepared by others, and spending excessive time thinking about healthy food (Nelson, Zerasky, 2011).
 Healthy diets, such as the ones mentioned earlier, in and of themselves are not necessarily disordered but can cross the border into Orthorexia when; 1) Fixation on food becomes all consuming. 2) Personal relationships and other areas of life suffer due to rigidity to the diet often resulting in isolation. 3) Immense guilt, anxiety, mood swings and self loathing persist when the diet is not followed.
The tricky thing about eating disorders including Orthorexia is the denial of having one. Especially due to the food restriction in Orthorexia often stemming from a medical condition, food sensitivity, allergy, or wanting better health. If you feel like you follow a very strict diet to be healthy and other’s have shared concerns or you have noticed that the obsession in healthy eating is taking away from important areas of your life, Ramey Nutrition is here to support you. Ramey Nutrition offers individualized care that begins with an individual session with one of our Dietitians. We work with many therapists specializing in eating disorders in the Seattle area that we can refer you to in order to address deeper underlying emotional issues. Ramey Nutrition offers you a full recovery that results in a restored relationship with food, ownership over your health, and freedom to begin living your life fully again.

References:

Bratman, S.(2013) Orthorexia. Retrieved on 09/04/10 from: www.orthorexia.com
Nelson, J., Zerask, K.(2011) Orthorexia: When eating healthy goes awry. The Mayo Clinic.Retrieved on 09/04/2013
California Shines, Ohio aches in battle for healthiest city (2013). Sperling’s Best Places. Retrieved on September



Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Testimonial from Current Recovery Day Program Patient


Ramey Nutrition's Kate Kaczor, RD, CD

"Kate is wonderful! She comes from a place of vast knowledge and unerstanding, and you can tell she truly cares about who she works with. Recieving guidance from her is one of the main reasons I've come as far as I have in recovery, and I feel so fortunate to be her patient. I look forward to my sessions with her, because even if things are difficult or challenging, I always feel progress has been made. She helps make an unbearable proccess, somehow tolerable, and for that I'm extremely grateful."
-CM

http://www.rameynutrition.com/recovery-day-program-rdp

Orthorexia: When Eating Healthy is Unhealthy: Sarah Crissinger RN

Seattle is the fourth healthiest city in the United States and Seattleites are the second healthiest eaters according to a recent survey by Sperling’s Best Places (2013). You can’t go far without seeing a cross fit gym, yoga studio or a high end grocery store. The Paleo Diet, “eating clean”, and The Raw Foods Diet are commonplace in the Seattle culture and have undoubtedly helped some ward off early disease, increase health, vitality, and quality of life.  For some, what starts as eating healthier can become an all consuming obsession. The paradox is eating healthy can be unhealthy.

Orthorexia is an unofficial diagnosis that was named by Steven Bratman MD, who discovered the disorder after recognizing his own unhealthy obsession with healthy eating.Orthorexia is derived from Greek meaning right/proper appetite (Bratman, 2013)Obsession with being healthy and pure is what differentiates Orthorexia from other eating disorders. Like other eating disorders Orthorexics often have a need for control, and make food/way of eating a source of identity and validation. Perfectionism and black and white thinking often keep Orthorexics obsessed with following a diet strictly or they can struggle with accepting themselves.


 Orthorexia embodies traits of Anorexia and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder as foods allowed in the diet are reduced to a point where unhealthy weight loss and malnutrition ensue.Some attributes of Orthorexia can be; extremely limiting the types of foods eaten, such as any food with the possibility of having pesticides, GMO’s, being non-organic or specific ingredients and entire food groups (Nelson, Zerasky, 2011). Dr. Steven Bratman describes how some Orthorexics limit food intake to a dangerously low and even fatal level of nutritional variety by only allowing themselves to eat a couple types of food items (2013). Additional components of the disorder are obsessive compulsiveness regarding food preparation such as excessive washing of foods and not being able to eat out or eat food prepared by others, and spending excessive time thinking about healthy food (Nelson, Zerasky, 2011).

Healthy diets, such as the ones mentioned earlier, in and of themselves are not necessarilydisordered but can cross the border into Orthorexia when; 1) Fixation on food becomes allconsuming. 2) Personal relationships and other areas of life suffer due to rigidity to the diet often resulting in isolation. 3) Immense guilt, anxiety, mood swings and self loathing persist when the diet is not followed. 

The tricky thing about eating disorders including Orthorexia is the denial of having one.Especially due to the food restriction in Orthorexia often stemming from a medical condition, food sensitivity, allergy, or wanting better health. If you feel like you follow a very strict diet tobe healthy and other’s have shared concerns or you have noticed that the obsession in healthy eating is taking away from important areas of your lifeRamey Nutrition is here to support you.Ramey Nutrition offers individualized care that begins with an individual session with one of our Dietitians. We work with many therapists specializing in eating disorders in the Seattle area that we can refer you to in order to address deeper underlying emotional issues. Ramey Nutrition offers you a full recovery that results in a restored relationship with food, ownership over your health, and freedom to begin living your life fully again.

References:

Bratman, S.(2013) Orthorexia. Retrieved on 09/04/10 from: www.orthorexia.com
Nelson, J., Zerask, K.(2011) Orthorexia: When eating healthy goes awry. The Mayo Clinic.Retrieved on 09/04/2013
California Shines, Ohio aches in battle for healthiest city (2013). Sperling’s Best Places. Retrieved on September


Thursday, September 12, 2013

Signs and Symptoms of Anorexia, Bulimia, and Binge Eating Disorders

Signs and Symptoms of Anorexia, Bulimia, and Binge Eating Disorders

Eating disorders are a group of conditions marked by an unhealthy relationship with food. Eating disorders tend to develop during the teenage and young adult years, and they are much more common in girls and women. No one knows the precise cause of eating disorders, but they seem to coexist with psychological and medical issues such as low self-esteem, depression anxiety, trouble coping with emotions, and substance abuse.
For some people, a preoccupation with food becomes a way to gain control over one aspect of their lives. Although it may start out as simply eating a bit more or less than usual, the behavior can spiral out of control and take over the person’s life. Eating disorders are a serious medical problem that can have long-term health consequences if left untreated.
It’s common for people with eating disorders to hide their unhealthy behaviors, so it can be difficult to recognize the signs of an eating disorder, especially early on.
Anorexia Nervosa (AN): This is characterized by weight loss often due to excessive dieting and exercise, sometimes to the point of starvation. Someone with anorexia can never be thin enough and continues to see herself as “fat” despite extreme weight loss.
People with anorexia nervosa have an extreme fear of gaining weight. They often diet and exercise relentlessly, sometimes to the point of starvation. About one-third to one-half of anorexics also binge and purge by vomiting or misusing laxatives. People with anorexia have a distorted body image, thinking they are overweight when in fact they are underweight. They may count calories obsessively and only allow themselves tiny portions of certain specific foods. When confronted, someone with anorexia will often deny that there’s a problem.
The signs of anorexia can be subtle at first, because it develops gradually. It may begin as an interest in dieting before an event like a school dance or a beach vacation. But as the disorder takes hold, preoccupation with weight intensifies. It creates a vicious cycle: The more weight the person loses, the more that person worries and obsesses about weight.
The following symptoms and behaviors are common in people with anorexia:
  • Dramatic weight loss
  • Wearing loose, bulky clothes to hide weight loss
  • Preoccupation with food, dieting, counting calories, etc.
  • Refusal to eat certain foods, such as carbs or fats
  • Avoiding mealtimes or eating in front of others
  • Preparing elaborate meals for others but refusing to eat them
  • Exercising excessively
  • Making comments about being “fat”
  • Stopping menstruating
  • Complaining about constipation or stomach pain
  • Denying that extreme thinness is a problem
Because people with anorexia are so good at hiding it, the disease may become severe before anyone around them notices anything wrong. If you think someone you care about has anorexia, it’s important to have them evaluated by a doctor right away. If left untreated, anorexia can lead to serious complications such as malnutrition and organ failure. However, with treatment, most people with anorexia will gain back the weight they lost, and the physical problems they developed as a result of the anorexia will get better.
Bulimia Nervosa (BN): The condition is marked by cycles of extreme overeating, known as bingeing, followed by purging or other behaviors to compensate for the overeating. It is also associated with feelings of loss of control about eating.
People with bulimia nervosa have episodes of eating large amounts of food (called bingeing) followed by purging (vomiting or using laxatives), fasting, or exercising excessively to compensate for the overeating.
Unlike anorexia, people with bulimia are often a normal weight. But they have the same intense fear of gaining weight and distorted body image. They see themselves as “fat” and desperately want to lose weight. Because they often feel ashamed and disgusted with themselves, people with bulimia become very good at hiding the bulimic behaviors.
The following are common signs of bulimia:
  • Evidence of binge eating, including disappearance of large amounts of food in a short time, or finding lots of empty food wrappers or containers
  • Evidence of purging, including trips to the bathroom after meals, sounds or smells of vomiting, or packages of laxatives or diuretics
  • Skipping meals or avoiding eating in front of others, or eating very small portions
  • Exercising excessively
  • Wearing baggy clothes to hide the body
  • Complaining about being “fat”
  • Using gum, mouthwash, or mints excessively
  • Constantly dieting
  • Scarred knuckles from repeatedly inducing vomiting
If left untreated, bulimia can result in long-term health problems such as abnormalheart rhythms, gastroesophageal reflux disease, and kidney problems. However, bulimia can be treated successfully through cognitive-behavioral therapy,antidepressants, or both. It’s important to seek help if you think someone you care about has bulimia.
Binge Eating Disorder (BED): This is characterized by regular episodes of extreme overeating and feelings of loss of control about eating.

Rather than simply eating too much all the time, people with binge eating disorder have frequent episodes where they binge on large quantities of food. Like people with bulimia, they often feel out of control during these episodes and later feel guilt and shame about it. The behavior becomes a vicious cycle, because the more distressed they feel about bingeing, the more they seem to do it. Because people with binge eating disorder do not purge, fast, or exercise after they binge, they are usually overweight or obese.
Unlike other eating disorders, binge eating disorder is almost as common in men as it is in women. According to statistics from the National Institute of Mental Health, the average age at onset for binge eating disorder is 25, and it is more common in people under age 60.  
Common signs of binge eating disorder include:
  • Evidence of binge eating, including disappearance of large amounts of food in a short time, or finding lots of empty food wrappers or containers
  • Hoarding food, or hiding large quantities of food in strange places
  • Wearing baggy clothes to hide the body
  • Skipping meals or avoiding eating in front of others
  • Constantly dieting, but rarely losing weight
Because binge eating leads to obesity, it can have serious health consequences if left untreated. Behavioral weight reduction programs can be helpful both with weight loss and with controlling the urge to binge eat. Because depression often goes hand in hand with binge eating disorder, antidepressants and psychotherapy may also help.
Recognizing the signs and symptoms of an eating disorder is the first step toward getting help for it. Eating disorders are treatable, and with the right treatment and support, most people with an eating disorder can learn healthy eating habits and get their lives back on track.


Thursday, September 5, 2013

Ramey Nutrition Statement: Promoting Positive Body Image through Public Policy

In order to understand the role of policy in promoting positive body image, a broad perspective must be kept as one’s struggle is multi-factorial and not identical to another. We must look past the physical “body” to the deeper struggles – struggles that ignite 10 foot flames to an already burning fire. Although the influence of media cannot be ignored, we can as providers support individuals to a place of empowerment over the messages and images that are before them. Instead of expending efforts to alter advertising companies’ course of action, we can discuss the underlying messages and beliefs being portrayed -- and explore how these align with what is actually true. Policy efforts focused on communicating this message will exert twofold influence: supporting individuals through the healing process and removing attention from the media “culprits” that secondarily influence one’s view of body.
-Rachel Myhre, MS, RD, CD

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Between a Kidney and a Sick Place

Sometimes I feel like the only reason I get back on track is so that I can get derailed. I'm starting to think that I secretly enjoy it in some sick twisted way. I mean, after all  I *am sick. I even have the T-Shirt. It says right on it: S I C K. 
The kidney shit has got me bummed out but I try not to think about it. I'm not ready to fully embrace the reality surrounding this whole dilemma ... And for now that's cool with me. Long story short, I have exactly 1 kidney kidney and it doesn't want to work anymore. I think it's retiring. I think I've pretty much beat the shit out of it and so now it's decided to beat the shit out of me. For the moment I'm living in a state of kind of denial. I understand what's going on but I'm exercising my right to compartmentalize and avoid emotional tags. 
I don't think I'm mentally prepared to handle the road this is going to take me on yet. All the terminology makes the whole thing sound so much more dramatic than it really is ... and I don't mean to minimize here, but you kind of have to. If I walked up to you and said I had Stage 4 Kidney Disease and have just completed a series of Venofer infusions you would think I was going to die tomorrow. It sounds like Cancer, Stage 4. You'd have no idea that what that means is my kidney has a GFR of 22, which you could potentially live with for the rest of your life with minimal life style changes and that Venofer is a fancy word for Iron. Or that I'm waiting for EPO injections so that my bone marrow will produce more red blood cells and my hemoglobin will get out of the range of needing a blood transfusion simply means my thigh is going to be in pain after the needle goes into my muscle for the shot. 
And ALL of this is just fireworks and smoke and illusions to cover up the other reality that I am also in the midst of recovering from a raging eating disorder. I'm still trying to figure it out in my head. Am I a kidney patient or am I an eating disorder patient? I don't even fucking know how to merge the two. Can I honestly do everything I can to save my kidney and still have an eating disorder? Can I just "get over" my eating disorder to save my kidney? No, I can't. I don't know how to. If it were that easy, if it were as simple as trading one for the other I think I would have found something positive to substitute it by now. I can't just stop being sick because now my kidney is sick. I wish I could just turn it off like that. I wish it were that simple. 
And so the guilt is horrendous. Why can't I just do what I'm supposed to do and stop these crazy thoughts? Why aren't the eating disorder thoughts and distortions stopping? Why can't I say 8 Ensures? Why not 9 or 10, let's just drink em until I'm at a healthy weight? Dive into this head first? Because it's a disease, that's why. Because it's not a fucking choice, that's why.

Monday, July 22, 2013

B is for Boring


I need a hobby. I have decided that I'm unusually boring these days. Sitting in my bed feeling sorry for myself makes me feel icky, like I'm wasting space. I feel like I was more of a human when I was active in my eating disorder. I need to figure out how to get that person back ... sans eating disorder, of course.
I had this project once, that I worked on every night when I didn't sleep. Instead of laying lame in my bed staring at the ceiling I sat on my floor, spread out all my art supplies, turned on my music and went to town. It was meditative for me, calming. A way to express what I was feeling without having to speak. I had it for at least 10 years and then one day I just stopped. I don't even know where it is. Tonight I'm going to start my project over. I'm going to start being more interesting in my life.
Kidney update: Barf, I don't even want to talk about it.
What I don't miss about my eating disorder this far in my recovery today: Not sure. I'm kind of a Negative Nancy today so I'm drawing a blank on the positives.
What I'm not going to miss about my eating disorder when I'm recovered: Obviously the boring me. I need more substance, so I'm going to create it. And Ensures, I'm still sick of Ensures.

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