I have this horoscope that I have been carrying around since circa 2003. Well, I don't "carry" it around per se but this piece of paper that I've written it on has this way of resurfacing in my life at just the perfect moments. Oddly enough, each time it shows up on it's own, it leads to some sort of encounter with Scarlett ... which is an odd connection that I just made right now in this second, lol. It was this horoscope that either gave me the courage or confirmed my decision to start treatment in Bellevue, which eventually led to how I met Scarlett for the first time (I wasn't very nice and found every and any reason to hate her back then). The last time it showed up was during a life crisis. In fact, I had completely forgotten about the horoscope and I was in the middle of packing my things to move from Reno back home to Seattle .... I've vaguely touched on that time in my life in previous blog entries but that time in my life is what I will consider ground zero for me. Those were the darkest days of my life, my very bottom ... The horoscope fell out of the user's manual of my Netbook while I was packing. It literally fell in my lap while my friend and I were packing my things. I came back home to change something (anything) and shortly after moving back home in 2010 I was sitting in Scarlett's office hoping she would forgive all my shitiness from previous years and join my "Team Jessica". I also got the coin tattoos on my wrist the day after I moved back to Seattle in honor of this horoscope. Well, it showed up again last night ... at a really random place, my Grandparent's house. I'm not really sure how it made it's way here. I mean, it's not exactly impossible or strangely unusual, I have my own room here for the 1 night a week I spend here. It is kind of weird, though. Anyway, yesterday is hands down, going to be one of the best days of my life ... and I will blog about it later today because I think it's important to share ... but right now I wanted to share my horoscope from about 10 years ago, lol ... because I think it's important, too.
With the sun swimming in the glittery waters of the Piscean Sea, you're more inclined than usual to relish the glamors of things you can't understand, to be drawn to mystery, and surrender to the unknowable. I applaud your courage, imagination, and passion. Just one warning before you wade in over your head: The places you want to go will probably be good for you but may require a huge shift of personal paradigm. What I mean is, for months or years you've kept the royal coin of your kingdom POWER side up. If you want to venture into these new territories, it's time to flip the coin. The other side, of course, says: LETTING GO.
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